Y it has to end this way??? y it has to happen again..... y, y and y??? these questions are making my life more and more miserable. everytime i try to bounce back stronger, something will struck me to the ground. How many times can i take it. 10, 20 times?? what if it keeps repeating??? how am i gonna survive??? a lot, trust me, a lot of these puzzles are making me so depressed.
no anger, frustration or happiness in me now. only tears. i've always tried to think positive, but when things are happening in the negative ways, how am i suppose to think positively. if i feel that i'm lucky coz something worse could have happened, in a few days time, that will happen to me. y????
God, are U trying to teach me what life is??? is this life?? i really can't take it anymore. I've been fighting a lot since years ago and i'm still fighting. When will this battle end? after i leave the world?? Really feeling like leaving the world now! the only thing which is preventing me from doing so is the people i love around me.
They are giving me strength even though it's actually hopeless to hope. they are encouraging me even though i'm keep losing. For them, i will always try. one day, i will win. one day, i will wake up. and one day, i will bounce stronger. and when that day comes, i will be very strong. and i know, i wont fall down easily after that. God, if U take away these people, then i think there's no reason for me to live......... and that's the worst possible thing that can happen to me now!
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