Monday, October 02, 2006

Bad luck knocking the door again.....

i still remember... about 10 months ago, i was bombarded with problems. i slowly faced them and somehow managed to solve them. Now, the problems are coming back to me at the same time. Problems are good. they plan very well and attack me at the same time. i'm not going down this time. no more defeats and tears. this time, i'm well prepared. just bring it on... i'm not scared at all!!!

I finished my first mid term paper this afternoon. i realized one thing that i'm a guy who like applying n not deriving. just hate derivations. well, it shows that i'm not creative but innovative which is true. i'm not creative at all. and one more thing. it's really painful when we can figure out the answers for all the tricky and hard questions just to do careless mistakes in the first question. it's more painful than not doing those tricky questions. man, ganja!

for the past few weeks, i've been thinking a lot. a lot till i have no time to think about my studies. haha. i feel hatred, disappointment, frustration and anger around me. just dunno y. i'm trying to calm everything down but guess it's getting bigger n stronger as the days pass by. i dunno where will i be when those feelings explode one day. hope it won't. remember to smile. certain things are best not to be told. so keep it that way.

before i start to study for my next test, here's a joke. Chris Rock said that women hate women. it makes sense but i dunno whether it's true or not. for an instance, when a guy introduces his new girl to his dude, after they left, the dude will go like, "Hmmm... she looks nice. I'm gonna get someone like her." but when a girl introduces her new guy to her girlfriend, when they leave, she goes like, "I'm gonna get HIM! and I will slit the b**ches throat to do it!" haha... something to ponder......

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Read ur 3rd paragraph...I myself have been in it for the past 2.5 years here. Your not alone dude

Aman