reason to smile even during hard times!!!

i have wrote about my feelings before. i have shared a lot about my hard times. i have even complained about friends who disappoint me. how did i get thru this. what made me feel that everything is meant to be. what actually saved me??? obviously, friends like Dan Ladyboy, Ron, Boonie, Aman Gayman, Loga Estate, Ganesh, Hema, Suresh and Adrian are the friends one will find when he/she is in trouble. They may look funny but trust me, it's worth telling them. Girl friends like Pinky, May San, Minsin, Shiau Chuen, Ci Qian, Weixin and others are not bad as well. However, i dun share everything with everyone. In fact, i have never shared everything with one of them. It's not their prob, but it's actually mine. I want my friends to be happy always. I'll be seeing them everyday and i just wanna see smiles on their faces and nothing else. Did i manage to go thru everything without sharing? No, i dun think anyone can do that. I'm gonna tell about a friend of mine who has been there for me since the day one i know her.

She was my classmate in Year 1 in NUS. And actually, i must thank God for letting me to know this girl. We were friends since then. We might not meet often; in fact it's very hard to meet her since she's very busy. haha. we dun see each other much. We chat online quite often. MSN has been our main means of communication. That's why friends around me dunno about this one of my dearest friend. I call her my Angel since she's there for me when s*it happens and laughs with me when joy is around me.

A guy needs a girl to share his problems. I've shared almost everything with her. She is an interesting person who has the same lifestyle everyday. she has given me advice which somehow changed my stubborness, some of my principles and etc. and i know, they have changed me to a better person. whenever i'm unhappy with anything, she lends me her ears. She listens to me even though sometimes i'm unreasonable... then, she gave me her opinion and advice and of course i'll follow her guidance whenever necessary. Everytime, when somethings happen, i will always wanna share with her. she's someone special; definitely.

Our relationship is just friends. Best friends. That's all. I dunno whether people can understand this relationship but one has to have this plutonic friendship to understand what am i trying to say. She has been an Angel for me for all these years. And Charlene, for all, i would like to say only one thing; Thank You!!! and Happy belated Birthday!!!