today, i finished my 3rd paper. two more to go. after coming out from my exam hall, i realized that the scariest thing to do in life is choosing an answer out of 4 or 5 options. man, terrible. most of the time, i was wondering if i were sitting in the correct exam hall for the correct paper. lsm2102 - molecular genetics killed me off. till i have no more tears. ganja lah.
well, for the past week, one thing has been bothering me a lot. dunno who to talk to. i have a fren, lets call the friend, X. last year, X was in kind of a troubled position. i was there and helped X. problem settled. this year, co-incidentally, i was in the same position as X was last year. but X did not come up to help. X din even bother to ask me whether everything is fine or not. maybe X din realize that X is doing so n so. but i felt disturbed. i din expect anything from X when i helped X, but the way X is now bothering me a lot. this is what we call a friend. nowadays, sometimes, i'm confused about friends. define friends; sorry, i can't answer this question at the moment. i have splendid frens who will definitely be there for me. but at the same time, i'm having frens who dun appreciate the relationship. friendship is a special relationship. we have to treasure it. maybe pep wont start to treasure till they lose it. sorry for those pep.
now, i have to prepare for my metab. i have to make sure, it will not be my second nightmare. have to work hard. two more papers to go and i have to give everything i got. thats y i'm here. all da best to all of us...... never give up!!!
ganja, dunno how many times i've republish this blog, this particular post is not there. this is now pissing me offffffff!!!!!!!!!! now, publish this post!
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5 comments:
Dunno wat happen to u...dun really understand wat u saying..but sounds not v happy...
hmmm...dun think too much n Jia u oki!!!Smile always!!!
Gina...
i put it that way coz i dun wan the person who i meantion to understand that. haha. anyways, sometimes i feel like some frens around me are not 'real'. if u know what i mean.
haha...jus knew tt ur nick is jo...icic...can understand...I discuss this issue w one of a better toking lecturer b4...coz in chem this phenomenon its more server i think...think it will b worst in wk place...like wat my lecturer said b4 they will b colluegue rather than friends..
if you think that the X person attitude is not correct and it really disturbed you, why dont you go directly and have a good talk to him or her... i think this is the best solution. if he or she doesnt seem accept your opinion, then hope the best for her or his coz you had did your best to help the X
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