yesterday, i sat for a paper. a paper i worked so hard and put so much of effort. it's not easy to memorize, u know! but, after the paper, my confidence was crushed. i have another paper. a realistic scoring paper. but i have no confidence i can do well in it. coz it's just don't go that way. work hard but no results. pep say u need to sacrifice something to obtain something. i've sacrificed a lot and all i get is frustration, anger and disappointment. ganja!!
anyways, feeling better now. need the encouragement to study. need that one last push to finish up the paper. and i hope i can finish my exams strongly. till now, i haven got the push yet. still searching. another 4 more days and i have to do it. have gone thru a lot before this. just can't handle it anymore.
whatever, i need to stay focus. boro won in the quarters n semis, needing 4 goals. they din gave up and scored the goals. and now they r in the final. when all the odds were against them, they din give up. they faught till the last minute. and scored the winner at the last minute. cool. respect them. maybe this is the push i was waiting for a long long time. go boro, go!!!
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Come on ladyboy we all knw how strong the estate grp are . fight till the death lets pick up frm where we left off . CRC can kiss butt , VFC nt so Hahaz .
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