at last, i feel the aura around me to be positive. good things happening around me. i went to a temple at depot rd last friday. after a hectic semester, last friday was a break for me. its always good to go to temple where u pray and get everything off from ur chest as well as meditate to relax ur mind. and since friday, only good things have been happening back to back for the first time in my life for God knows how long.
after finding out my fren is getting together with another fren, i came to know that my another fren is already together with her project mate. though its unbelievable, i'm very happy for them. at last, they have somebody now. just that, i might not meet them as often as before. haha. we all know y.
next, my tests' marks. i did quite good in my test which was really difficult. unbelievable again but it boosted my confidence for the module. haha. the last time i was happy with my tests' marks is long long time ago apart from another test before this.
i also feel that the friendships between my frens and me are getting stronger. the understanding between us is getting better. i admit, i have been bad to some of them. everyone makes mistakes and i have my own reason y i was bad to them. but then, now everything has changed or at least changing to the better. i feel that there's only one emptiness in my life. no idea people would understand the situation i'm in now. and no idea who to share everything with.
i've set up my goals of my life clearly. community service would be my prime goal and with that i will wanna learn more. more things about the culture, language (including sign language) and the people all around the world. we might think that we know most of the things but trust me if what we know is a drop, what we have to learn is an ocean. nothing to lose in learning or teaching. thats y i chose to become a teacher. hahaha.....
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