Red Cross......

I have been at the top post for a year. Red Cross Humanitarian Network (RCHN) NUS Chapter has been a part of my life now. It has been with me throughout the year. it has been a very good friend of mine whenever i needed a company, a good counselor whenever i needed advice and so on. I might be very busy doing red cross stuffs everyday, but doing something i enjoy is the best thing that could happen in my life!
Under red cross, i travelled to Palembang. Red Cross was the medium where i met a lot of people ranging from big shots to the disabled. wow, what a year. i had lots n lots of fun. meeting people and organizing stuffs. i did perform. i'm the student advisor of the chapter but i will not be that involved like i used to be. I will have to divert my concentration to my studies. I have different perspectives in my life now. education is not the only goal in my life. i have to settle other things first and to start off, i must have good education background. guess i already have. need some brushing up only.

firstly, i need to change my family's mentality. making them think wider. they are not to be blamed because they were raised in that condition and did not have any chance to explore the world. I have now and i need to pass the knowledge to them. then, i need to erase the pre-concious that others have on my family. looking down on my family and saying that we can never go far. i've come this far where none of them could. NUS is not a 'pray-pray' place. haha. i think i have silenced a lot of them but i don't think it's enough. i have higher goals in my life. and i will always live to my goals. and i will change my principles and myself if i have to. I will not lose my 'original' self by changing into a better person. If i have room to improve, i will. And if i can only change myself to improve, i will definitely change. life is all about changes to be more interesting..... i think i have my goals now......... haha..... at last i know what i'm doing and will be doing.......

goals, i'm on my way there... bear with me!