this statement is what dan once told me. at that time, i felt it was a joke but now i realize that the statement carries a lot of meanings in it!
for all i've blogged bout my frens, i got a long awaited reply. a long explanation from a true fren. a fren who never gives up on anyone, not like me. well, she explained to me the story from the other side. now i realize what they r thinking. i admit, i have blogged bout lots of things without even thinking of th respective party's feelings. what i was thinking at that time was if my feelings were not taken into account, y must i care bout others' feelings. din care, really. now i realize what i've done is wrong. i din intend to hurt anyone but i guess i did hurt a lot of people. maybe the way i took is wrong but the messages i wanted to spread is true. messages were sent to respective people but they went not in an appropiate way.
and now, i have a positive answer from my frens. they are changing. changing to better persons. changing to be respectful in the society. good for them. but sad for me, i've been the bad guy for them. i dun mind, as long as they have turned into well considerate people. now i feel that their eyes were opened. now they know how to face people. very good. for me, i'm not that important. as long as i show up whenever i'm needed, thats fine. i no longer have any feelings now.
i'll somehow start a new life when i reach singapore. i dunno how am i gonna be 'welcomed' there by my frens but i'll start to be more diplomatic. well, war isnt the best way to solve anything. only pain is felt. so now the world is there to love n to be loved. fill up the world with love n joy. perhaps it would be a better place to stay......
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I knew you would forgive them.. idiot lah!! STUPID>. ur just weak. u know what. ill be waiting on the other side and after 1 month of them sem ill be hearing u all complaining again. TRY AND LEARN A BIT CAN OR NOT!! memang estate bodoh lah.
estate, relax lah. once, a great man has said this; the person who asks for forgiveness is a great human but the one who forgives is a warrior! haha. i'm a warrior. actually, its my fault da. not anyone else's. u will never listen me complaining again. trust me in this. i have nothing to forgive. i'll ask for forgiveness. make love, bro. not war! everything has to be back to normal. trust me. it will soon.
now listen to me estate i happen to b the most experienced , been through more shit thn u imagined wit those (who need to b understood). i say we make peace and assist , b friends but by all means if u ever get emotionally attached ur gonna drop down and cry and b so hurt ur nt gonna forgive urself for gettin entangled in such a situation . either way be wary and analyse your words and actions .
true enuf at least u knw the meanin of make love and nt war
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