haha, at last i'm back home. having a great time. just came back from my grandpa's prayers. a lot of laughters n joy back at my grandparent's home. too fun. everyone came back and gathered and we were having fun to the max. wonder when is our next chillout time........
well, one thing happened the day before i came back. i was supposed to come back on the 4th. and it was my fren's birthday. boon and dan persuaded me to stay back to celebrate pinggee's b'day. i had my own reasons to go back early. however, since its once in a year event for pinggee, i stayed back. we were supposed to go for dinner together and celebrate her b'day. however, at about 6 something, we realized that her b'day already celebrated. we were not invited at all. not even a message or a buzz. we were pissed to the max.
i told them, i have had enough. no more compromising. i have had enough. actually more than enough. that was not only the event which proved we were insignificant but that seemed to be the last i could take. last. i've given up on all my frens. thats it. thats it! it's not pinggee's fault coz it was her birthday. so she remains the only one i'll even joke with. not evne a single soul. if one of my 'frens' read this, well this is how i feel now. i have given up on all of u. i'm now in a new track of my life. i'm going on with my life. without most of the pep i called frens.
dan will forgive them. boon will too. because they are so kind. i dun wanna be kind to these pep anymore. those who know me will realize that how patient i used to be and for me to lose my temper, something truly bad should have happen. trust me. it was really bad. as i said, dan n boon will forgive them. infact they already did, i think. i will not. i've given up. how am i suppose to forgive to the same mistakes done by same people??? forgiveness is only given to pep who have done mistakes unintendedly and promised not to repeat the mistakes. rite? so how am i suppose to forgive them. i've tried my very best and i've given up now. totally given up.
i'll start my third year with some new things and changes.........
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"the only verdict is vengence" this is not true though i always use it but while i was on my way back.. during my bus journey too much stuff came across my mind and also during my trip to hospital to help out my uncle i saw many many many things.. we are still considered so fortunate in this world.. there are just so many ppl out there who are awaiting death pratically juz sleepin on the bed and waiting for the time to come.. thought we encountered a bad chapter in our life i say juz let it be no point for us to put anger on it.. i donno why im forgiving also im not such good person who also forgive and forget but really juz let it be and get on.. juz that the scar will always be there.
Such a gay post..make the change lah. Life is like that, someone told me it is faith for 2 ppl to get to know each other and it is faith for 1 person to just break the friendship, while the other is just wondering what he had done to deserve it. oh well they come and go, lets put it this way u got boon, dan and I, so chill, u dont need 100's of friends, but u need those that will save ur life at the most hardest times, like what shit i went through in the early sem.
Cheers
Aman
Bro it has come to my attention as i have decided to stay off messenger and any shit i used to do at uni to remind of tht dreadful period . we have each other man thts one thing i can agree wit GayMan(Aman) . I get emotionally attached to most friends after a while therefore such conflict affects me . Which brings me to resolve the situation ASAP. they made a mistake , totally forgot but its funny how 7 brains all forgot at the same time . tht fucked up ! but dude we move on and remember we have done our part in our daily God-given duties and shall not stoop to lower levels by acting in such a manner. We shall help them to the best of our abilities even if we failed we have tried and BLOODY hard we have . Jzt rem we are gonna have a gud time end of next month , shall bitch and cock talk thn
hey chill dude.. enjoy your holiday ya! :)
seems like all three gays have posted comments. haha. guys. no worries. i found the way to be happy alwiz. just think bout happy things. and that is what exactly i'm doing for these days. and i'm totally happy. so guys, i'll tell u the secret once i meet u guys next sem. and ding ying, thanks a lot. hope u r having fun too.
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