Thursday, January 26, 2006

Time to be alone......

just now, many of my frens went back to malaysia. tomoro night, the rest will leave me alone...... sigh.... y am i staying here? i dun have the answer. just too committed. need to catch up with my studies, plan for my next red cross activities which are blood donation drive and Chinese New Year celebration for Red Cross Homefor Disabled. Those two major activities will take place in the 2nd week of Feb. man, nvm.... that's y i need to stay back and plan properly. can't mix my commitments with my studies. Mum, i'm very very sorry.... i might not be there when u really need me, but i'll be there at the right time and right place. really sorry for not coming back. i've not been a good son for the past year. feeling bad about it. but u dun wan a son who's not responsible and selfish, right? whatever i'm trying to do now is just and simply just to make you proud. hope you are.

well, after saying goodbye to my frens and let my heart leave, danny, ronny and i went to may san's place. And guess what. the bus driver who brought my frenz back home during last CNY recognises me. how cool it is? he told me that i alwiz send them back but not going back with them. even he can say. but the strange thing is he still remembers me. hahaha. maybe i was too friendly with them last year. hahaha.

We chatted with may san, talked bout the difference between guys n girls in which i understand girls are confused creatures who confuse other people too. hahahaha. after a while, we got tired and sent ronny back. then dan suggested that we watch Kal Ho Na ho. continue watching as he has watched the first CD last week.

We met up at TV room R1. There were some stupid cartoons going on in tv which fancied dan. it was a stupid show, but dan said it was funny. i think stupid things make him laugh. maybe. as we started watching kal ho na ho, the environment changed. we were concentrating. in that kind of environment, dan cracked a joke. after watching the movie for about 1 hour and a half (including last week's), he asked who the mother of Sharukh is? Man, he is a disgrace for bollywood movies. And now, he's sleeping in the room. we still have 3rd CD to go. and i think it will take another week before we could finish watching it.

As for me, everytime i watch this movie, i'll fall in love. i've watched this movie for almost 30-40times. Means i've fallen in love that many times. hahaha. i wish i could fall in love with so many girls. but at the moment stucked with one. hahaha. enough lah.......

in my next blog, i'll write about a girl....... a girl who got my attention and i was maximizing that opputinity to admire her. and i wish i could meet her again... just to admire....

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