low confidence....

well, i have survived one term as a full fledge teacher. instead of being happy about it, i feel very down. i feel that i have not improved. i tried my very best to guide my students but i couldn't see any improvements. in fact things are getting from bad to worse. 

i feel betrayed by my own girls. i have so much trust in them to be better students but some of them just don't get it. not sure when are they gonna realise that.

to de-stress myself, i went to play football. injured my leg. not sure whether i can walk tomorrow. must try.... 

i'm trying to stay positive and be happy but at the moment, i just can't. it'll take time. let's see....