Today is the last day of the year which made me sit and think back what actually i've done and happened to me. well, if i were to put everything into colours, i would say, i've experienced white colour (white colour is the combination of all the rainbow colours). in short i've experienced almost everything.
2006 has been a year full of expectation. just that most of things i expected din happen. haha. but the few expectation which happened really gave me a reason to live this life. really. Family is the best. for me, without them, i'm nothing. the encouragement, support, love,etc. given by them have made me what i am today. friends are next. of course i've met some great frens which i am still with. i dun wanna talk bout those who don't deserve my friendship. they dun worth a word to talk about. my frens, u know who u r. Thank you for everything. u have been there for me when i needed someone. Estates, thank you. haha. if i were to mention everyone's name (which they really deserve it), this post will be freaking long. my Red Cross frens, course mates (LS), Malaysian dudes, colleagues, you know who u r. thank you very much. it's also because of you, i am who i am today. and i'm very proud of it.
2007, will be a year for me to start of a new journey. i really hope, the journey will bring me to the desired destination. I haven reached any of my goals yet. 2007 will be the year which i'll have a chance to make my dreams come true. since 2003, every year has been worse than the previous ones. haha. i really hope 2007 will turn out a good one.
And for all, Happy New Year. Oh ya, to Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha... c ya next year!!!
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Monday, December 25, 2006
Christmas.....
Hohoho... Merry Christmas....
actually, for me, Christmas this year is rather lonely. stuck in Singapore with no friends around... kind of lonely Christmas...
However, i had a good night at the yacht club on Saturday. I stayed overnight on the yacht. since i was in the yacht club, i could use all their facilities. no one to ask who r u? haha. i watched Man U's game there. it was good to sit on the sofa and watch the game on the 41 inch TV. really awesome.
After the match, i went back to the yacht. it was a windy night. quite cooling. i just sat outside of the yacht, on the deck. thinking back about my life. realized that a lot of things happened and some of them are really sweet. really really sweet memories. though sometimes, life is a bit shitty, but overall, its not that bad after all. in fact, i have learnt a lot. thats good. thinking back bout our lives gives us a chance to know ourselves better. how we used to be and so on. its a good thing to do. thinking bout the past for a better future...
tomorrow, have to go to work. an office job. not that bad. haha. how did i spend my December holidays? well, the first 10 days, i was helping my frens to move their luggages into the storage rooms. the next 5 days, i was having fun in Langkawi. and the rest of the holidays, i'm working my ass off. haha. quite cool. anyway, season greetings to all!!!!
actually, for me, Christmas this year is rather lonely. stuck in Singapore with no friends around... kind of lonely Christmas...
However, i had a good night at the yacht club on Saturday. I stayed overnight on the yacht. since i was in the yacht club, i could use all their facilities. no one to ask who r u? haha. i watched Man U's game there. it was good to sit on the sofa and watch the game on the 41 inch TV. really awesome.
After the match, i went back to the yacht. it was a windy night. quite cooling. i just sat outside of the yacht, on the deck. thinking back about my life. realized that a lot of things happened and some of them are really sweet. really really sweet memories. though sometimes, life is a bit shitty, but overall, its not that bad after all. in fact, i have learnt a lot. thats good. thinking back bout our lives gives us a chance to know ourselves better. how we used to be and so on. its a good thing to do. thinking bout the past for a better future...
tomorrow, have to go to work. an office job. not that bad. haha. how did i spend my December holidays? well, the first 10 days, i was helping my frens to move their luggages into the storage rooms. the next 5 days, i was having fun in Langkawi. and the rest of the holidays, i'm working my ass off. haha. quite cool. anyway, season greetings to all!!!!
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Arrogant and egoistic ....... sad for you people!!!
People are sometimes selfish.... sometimes stubborn. however, there are people who can't control themselves and think that whatever they do is absolutely correct and flawless. i say its stupid. Well, if u think u will never make a mistake, actually, u just did. for this kind of 'never-learn' people, i can only pity u.
how do we know whether we r humble, friendly or at least not egoistic? very simple. look at the people around us. If we have frens who will always be there for us and frens who we r comfortable with, then definitely, we r on the right track of being humble n friendly. dun bother on what other people say coz what u think actually matters the most. if u r happy around ur frens, that's exactly what you want and need. some people are just jealous that we have friends. for them its okay if they dun have frens, but we must never have one. something like that. ganja, rite?
some will criticize each and everyone, but ending up being 'nice' in front of them. i feel that one has to be the same no matter who is around. some, for catching attention, will try to make him or herself at the worst situation coz of frens. but actually, they themselves are pathetic. and i know, at the end, these people will always be lonely. if asked, some dun have good frens or even a fren to go out with. they reason being the frens are not good. haha. if u have problems with another person, then maybe there might be misunderstanding between both if u. but if u have problems with a group of frens, then thats ur f***ing problem. try to look at urself in front of the mirror. if u can't figure out anything or being dizzy coz of looking at urself, my advice is look at the people who are surrounded by the people/frens they r comfortable with. u might learn something. try to respect others and listen. that's y God has given us ears. being arrogant and egoistic will never bring us anywhere up there.....
how do we know whether we r humble, friendly or at least not egoistic? very simple. look at the people around us. If we have frens who will always be there for us and frens who we r comfortable with, then definitely, we r on the right track of being humble n friendly. dun bother on what other people say coz what u think actually matters the most. if u r happy around ur frens, that's exactly what you want and need. some people are just jealous that we have friends. for them its okay if they dun have frens, but we must never have one. something like that. ganja, rite?
some will criticize each and everyone, but ending up being 'nice' in front of them. i feel that one has to be the same no matter who is around. some, for catching attention, will try to make him or herself at the worst situation coz of frens. but actually, they themselves are pathetic. and i know, at the end, these people will always be lonely. if asked, some dun have good frens or even a fren to go out with. they reason being the frens are not good. haha. if u have problems with another person, then maybe there might be misunderstanding between both if u. but if u have problems with a group of frens, then thats ur f***ing problem. try to look at urself in front of the mirror. if u can't figure out anything or being dizzy coz of looking at urself, my advice is look at the people who are surrounded by the people/frens they r comfortable with. u might learn something. try to respect others and listen. that's y God has given us ears. being arrogant and egoistic will never bring us anywhere up there.....
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Langkawi......
for the first time, i went for a vacation in Langkawi with a bunch of guys. Guys, when come together, have so much fun (not in a gayish way). obviously, we might have had more fun if girls had followed us but it was still a lot of fun with guys. haha.
firstly, i had to consider whether to go Langkawi. If i stayed back in Singapore, i would have saved RM500 and earned around $200. Other than that, i would have had settled some of my stuffs here in Singapore. However, when i thought of the fun i might have with my frens in Langkawi, i din think twice. vacation with frens is the best. haha. maybe only holidays with family would be better.
After a shitty first day (with shitty toilets), the next two days were awesome. cable car was a heart shocker. haha. 750m above the sea level n we were just beside the sea. haha. the view from up there was awesome. n we went during sunset. so just imagine how beautiful the view is from up there. i know, it would have been perfect if i have a girl beside me at that time, but nevermind la. we were still having so much fun up there. boonie with his expression on his face, can't get that even if we spend millions of dollars.
spending four days with my frens, i came to know their true colours, Dan's pink! haha... Boon Eng is the funniest guy in the trip. haha. Miss all the fun he created. haha. quite cool. Loga being the quietest but funny guy, Ganesh being the most responsible guy, we call him Appa (father), Hema being the 'settle cantik' (very good mediator) guy, Dan being the naughtiest and Aaron being the coolest guy. we really had fun. water polo, beach football, 'crab racing', police n murderer, etc. haha. this is definitely one of the best holidays ever i had.
And Estates, where r the pictures..........
firstly, i had to consider whether to go Langkawi. If i stayed back in Singapore, i would have saved RM500 and earned around $200. Other than that, i would have had settled some of my stuffs here in Singapore. However, when i thought of the fun i might have with my frens in Langkawi, i din think twice. vacation with frens is the best. haha. maybe only holidays with family would be better.
After a shitty first day (with shitty toilets), the next two days were awesome. cable car was a heart shocker. haha. 750m above the sea level n we were just beside the sea. haha. the view from up there was awesome. n we went during sunset. so just imagine how beautiful the view is from up there. i know, it would have been perfect if i have a girl beside me at that time, but nevermind la. we were still having so much fun up there. boonie with his expression on his face, can't get that even if we spend millions of dollars.
spending four days with my frens, i came to know their true colours, Dan's pink! haha... Boon Eng is the funniest guy in the trip. haha. Miss all the fun he created. haha. quite cool. Loga being the quietest but funny guy, Ganesh being the most responsible guy, we call him Appa (father), Hema being the 'settle cantik' (very good mediator) guy, Dan being the naughtiest and Aaron being the coolest guy. we really had fun. water polo, beach football, 'crab racing', police n murderer, etc. haha. this is definitely one of the best holidays ever i had.
And Estates, where r the pictures..........
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Great nights with a bunch of great people!
Yan Jun, my ex-VP and current co-student advisor has flown off to China yesterday. Therefore, a day before we all met over dinner at Marina Bay. Jessy, Eliz, Jovena, Kuan Boone, Yan Jun and I were there for his so called farewell party. Eliz and I are Life Scientists and were wearing black top. Kuan Boone and Jessy are Pharmacists and they were wearing yellow while Engine duo, Yan Jun and Jovena were on yellow. It all happened co-incidentally. so nice. haha. Well, we had a lot of fun together cooking. and we all came to one conclusion. we suck in cooking. haha. the aluminium foil was black in colour. even after it was changed, the new one turned into black in few minutes. haha. the soup, fantastic. it was used to wash our chop-sticks. haha. beat that. after taking some cool pics, Jovena sent us back. Thank u, Jovena!!!
I came back around 11pm and spent sometime with Dan. He was quite tired but hyped up to play some games. However, i could not join him as Eva and Anitha came down to PGP to meet me with Ganesh. wow, thats so touching. haha. and guess what, both of them were in traditional 'Punjabi Suit'. haha. not weird but special. haha. after playing some UNO games with them and some chit chat, we(Ganesh n i) walked them back to Eusoff hall which is miles away. haha. gentlemen ma. Dan n i couldn't watch the whole Barca vs Werder Bremen match coz of tiredness. Actually, we took turns to watch. haha.
Next day, after meeting my uncle, i went out with 8 other people, Ron being the only guy to Orchard. Ron and some of the girls have had just finished their exams, so they went out to chill out. to be honest, i have been chilling out since my last paper last Saturday. haha. well, the girls went crazy and took loads n loads of pics. girls, so understood. Basically, i have a good time with them in Orchard. Thanks everyone.
Now, i've to help some frens to move their stuffs. after that, i think i need some rest tonight before going for a workshop tomorrow morning.
The best is yet to come.....
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Friendship or Relationship.... What kind of 'ship' is it actually!!!!
Friendship is the best relationship one can get in his/her life! without friends, one's life will be doomed. i think i've said this before. but what i dun understand is the way people look at the friendship.
when a girl is close to a guy, that doesn't mean that they r gonna be together. this is the understanding between the guy and the girl. Both the parties must understand that they r just friends. when the understanding is there, no one can say anything or none can break them up. thats what i call plutonic friendship. i do understand this coz i have lots of plutonic frens. but what i dun understand is, when one party is looking more than a fren; and its quite obvious that he/she wants more than just frens, the other partner is still very close to him/her. If the partner wants to form a relationship, then the partner can be close and bring the friendship to the next level. but if the partner doesnt want anything but just friendship, y is the partner still being very close to him/her. If he/she enjoys the partner's company, y not be together. if not, distance has to be maintained.
it really doesn't make sense when one being very close with his/her partner, knowing that the partner wants more than a friendship, still goes on very closely with the partner, and finally says that its only friendship. do u know how the partner will feel???? really dun understand. i will always wanna appreciate friends around me and those who have feelings on me, i'll try my very best to give a chance. i was not like this last time, but i learnt and changed. if i know one of my friends wants more than just a friendship from me, if i'm not interested, i'll try to make her understand in a nice way. hurting is inevitable, but thats the best thing to do. minimizing the hurt. i won't be closer (as in giving her hints that i want something also) after that, using her, and then saying she's just a fren of mine. if i were to do it, i'm a jackass who don't appreciate friendship. Frens are always there for us. they r frens. and of we 'betray' or hurt them, we aren't one anymore....
when a girl is close to a guy, that doesn't mean that they r gonna be together. this is the understanding between the guy and the girl. Both the parties must understand that they r just friends. when the understanding is there, no one can say anything or none can break them up. thats what i call plutonic friendship. i do understand this coz i have lots of plutonic frens. but what i dun understand is, when one party is looking more than a fren; and its quite obvious that he/she wants more than just frens, the other partner is still very close to him/her. If the partner wants to form a relationship, then the partner can be close and bring the friendship to the next level. but if the partner doesnt want anything but just friendship, y is the partner still being very close to him/her. If he/she enjoys the partner's company, y not be together. if not, distance has to be maintained.
it really doesn't make sense when one being very close with his/her partner, knowing that the partner wants more than a friendship, still goes on very closely with the partner, and finally says that its only friendship. do u know how the partner will feel???? really dun understand. i will always wanna appreciate friends around me and those who have feelings on me, i'll try my very best to give a chance. i was not like this last time, but i learnt and changed. if i know one of my friends wants more than just a friendship from me, if i'm not interested, i'll try to make her understand in a nice way. hurting is inevitable, but thats the best thing to do. minimizing the hurt. i won't be closer (as in giving her hints that i want something also) after that, using her, and then saying she's just a fren of mine. if i were to do it, i'm a jackass who don't appreciate friendship. Frens are always there for us. they r frens. and of we 'betray' or hurt them, we aren't one anymore....
Friday, December 01, 2006
Angry, Pissed.... only hope crushed!!
Studies, studies and studies..... only this has been my life for the past few weeks. i've tried my very best but always end up disappointing. I din screw up, but i think i din do well either. no confidence in the papers i have sat for so far. Even though there's something inside me whispering to me that i've done my best and to be confident, i just cant't convince myself that it's true. I can say a lot of people outside there are in worse conditions, but there's nothing for me to be happy and satisfied about.
I have one more paper to go. I call it my nightmare. If i can pass this module, just bring any of the modules offered in NUS, and i'll pass. haha. i have to give my 100% for this module as this module will definitely pull my CAP down. just trying my very best to minimize the 'pull down'. one more paper and i'm done for the semester. i have been here for 5 semesters; about 2 years and a half. a lot of experiences and i'm still learning. life is all about learning.
We, estates, have planned for a vacation this December holidays. i bet it will be the best ever vacation for us. coz it's all estates. haha. something to look for and which can make me smile now. Let's do it, estates!!!
I have one more paper to go. I call it my nightmare. If i can pass this module, just bring any of the modules offered in NUS, and i'll pass. haha. i have to give my 100% for this module as this module will definitely pull my CAP down. just trying my very best to minimize the 'pull down'. one more paper and i'm done for the semester. i have been here for 5 semesters; about 2 years and a half. a lot of experiences and i'm still learning. life is all about learning.
We, estates, have planned for a vacation this December holidays. i bet it will be the best ever vacation for us. coz it's all estates. haha. something to look for and which can make me smile now. Let's do it, estates!!!
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