Monday, November 27, 2006

Indian Girls....

Before i write more about the topic, the Indian girls i mean here is the Indian girls from Malaysia. I barely know Indians from India or Singapore. I'm only talking about the girls from Malaysia.... sorry for that!

Well, we all have different perspectives on girls. But for me, Indian girls are the best. I have met lots of lots of girls from other races, but Indian girls gave me the feeling where i'll be well taken care of and secured. we all wanna go out with other girls, but when comes to life long commitments, i'll go for Indian girls. Indian girls are more 'cultured' in the sense that they know what exactly a girl should do. I'm not being a racist here by saying girls from other races don't but generally, Indian girls are the ones who will shower the exact love one needs. I agree, sometimes, Indian girls are not attractive, but as i said, when comes to life-long commitments, its the heart which matters. And Indian girls have the heart made by gold, not covered. However, if u get one hot Indian chick, you are one damn lucky ganja!!!

Maybe some will think i'm talking this coz i'm an Indian too. But i have lived in different environments where other races were the majority. But still, i think i will go for Indian girls. Coz i know, no matter what happens, my Indian girl will never give up on me and will love me more n more as the day passes by. And for that, i'll surrender my life to her!! See whether i'm lucky enough to get a nice Indian girl!! I hope so....

Monday, November 20, 2006

Life......

Well, this is my 100th post and i'm proud of it. haha. when i started to blog about 360 days ago, i din expect i'll go this far. haha. i'll take this as one of my accomplishments. but what i'm not so happy about is most of the posts were all about some negative stuffs. y people behaving this way, y people are like that, y can't people think positively and so on.... and i realize that there's nothing much i could do about it since i'm blogging about the true events. now, i hope that for the next coming years, i have something nice to talk about. haha....

my finals are just around the corner but i know i'm not trying hard. i'm not working at my optimum level. i'm still slack but what i can say is its getting better than the previous year. life is getting better, many positive things are happening around me and i'm much more relieved now. thanks for everyone for that. i hope this will continue. life without problems is interesting and that is what i'm looking for. it is definitely not boring at all. live that life n u'll understand. haha...

i was having dreams about my life for the past two years. i din know y was i having those dreams at first. no idea. i was afraid i will get back to the life i din like. the time when i was not myself. but i realize that the dreams are more like a reminder for me. warning me that i should not fall again into that darkness. yes, i'm clear now. Life is definitely getting better even though i have lived in better ones. the only thing i need now is some improvements.... so much to improve.... and i'll never give up to be the better person!!!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Well... my sixth poem... dun ask where is the fifth.. haha...

My Sunshine…

I was in a place where no one can find,
I couldn’t feel any other souls but mine;
And then, my sunshine;
You came into my loneliness,
and set aside the emptiness,
you brought me into happiness,
and filled my dreams with joyfulness.

The days we spent together,
the feelings we have for each other,
and the care we share for one another;
with you and me together,
hope what we have is forever!

Every word from the depths of my heart,
speaks on my smile;
I’ve been chanting your name
Ever since the day I found you….
life has never been the same
since the second my lips danced to your name!

When I close my eyes, I dream of you;
The minute my eyes open, I’m already missing you…

We will never be apart,
since you are here in my heart;
and the moment you stop loving,
will be the moment my heart stops beating!

for all this while,
it was your smile
which made my life worthwhile;
Oh, sunshine…
Will you be mine?
and only mine…….

Created by
Dinesh @ Dd
26 September 2006
(edited by Wynne)

Monday, November 13, 2006

Attitude....

I was talking with my brother the other day and we were chatting about this friend of his who always thinks he's right all the time! we were laughing about that guy. This guy always claims he's great! he wants everyone to pay attention to him only. everything he says is inch perfect. and when we say something, he'll raise his voice, trying to stress his point. haha. my brother even once had adviced him that being such an a**hole will not help him but this is what he replied, "I dun care what people think, i just wanna say what i wanna say!"

Well, for me, i dun give a rat's ass whether he wanna say anything. but his remarks made me think a while. If he doesn't care what others are thinking about what he's saying, why is he saying it in the first place?? just say whatever he wants in front of the mirror la. haha. y is he saying it in public. These people will never learn.

And another point. i was thinking, if a person doesn't like us, its his/her problem. but if there's a group of people who don't like us, there's something wrong with us. we need to check back on ourselves, rite? if there's something in us which makes others uncomfortable when we r around, then we should change that. but not everyone knows. i dunno whether they genuinely dunno or pretending to not know. i feel if these people change to the better, the world will definitely be a better place to live in.... if you get what i mean!!!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

stress and tension... do they really help??

this morning, i misplaced my transponder. i was searching for it the whole room for about half an hour, but everything was useless. i panicked at first, but i was thinking whether it could really help me. if being stressed and tensed can help me, then its totally right to be stressed and tensed. but i dun think it will, right?? stress and tension will only screw up our mood and others as well. so this was what i did. i sat on the bed thinking where did i put it. when this rusted brain couldn't figure out anything, i started to clean my room. i was already late for my class and there wasn't a need to rush since i dun like that prof. haha. well, look at the bright the side. i cleaned my room. haha. finally, i found my transy lying below the notes on the table. so, the table is the only place i havent cleaned yet. haha. so, i realized that being stressed up will never help us to solve any problems. its a better life without stress.

at night, i met with my TAR College friends. guess what, they celebrated my birthday. haha. beat that, Dan and Boonie. haha. well, its so nice of them putting an effort to celebrate my birthday. they bought a cake and a card for me. haha. thank god Yeeying's birthday is 2 days after. so we really had a reason to celebrate the birthday. haha. or they would have killed me. haha. thank you very much, Susu, Resistant, Szeman and Yao Hsien. haha. thank you.

Ok, joke of the day!! From Russell Peters..... 'Indians and terrorists are two different people. Terrorists like to bomb airports; Indians like to work at airports. Terrorists hate white people; Indians hate each other. So Indians cannot be terrorists.' haha.... make sense.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Sensitivity.....

When a friend promises to meet you and broke the promise, you get pissed and ask the person y did he/she break the promise. When you say, "I'm disappointed in you for breaking the promises", the reply would be, "Y r u so sensitive?" And if thats sensitive, then i'm ganja sensitive!!!!

Then, when we tell them their mistakes and our opinion bout their attitudes, they go, "Y r u saying like this." (starting to be emotional). haiyo... these people will never learn. i have given up in having hope that they will change one day in these people . We have done everything a layman could do. Maybe we have not blackmailed anyone. I think we should start. then, people will realize exactly what are we trying to convey!!!

What is wrong in giving opinion? I thot, this is a democratic country... Constructive opinions are there to change a person to a better person.... and u know what will be the reply??? "You have to respect me for who I am!" Haiyo, it's hard to make these people understand. Well, lets all respect Osama for who he is..... If he is a good person, then we should. But i really think he should change. The whole world is thinking that.

Nowadays, meeting those kind of people makes me feel y am i here? a lot of questions are bombarding me. and the only thing i can think right now is, "Y am i so stupid?" if you can understand what i mean.......

How r u? Take care... Thank you... do u really mean it???

i was at home the other day. went out to pick my newspaper outside coincidentally met my neighbour who was picking up his newspaper. with a broad smile, he asked, "How are you?" I was polite and replied him. But before i could even say, "I'm fine and how bout you?", he went in. so i was thinking... is he really wanted to know how i was???

and i realized... i have came across a lot of people saying thank you, take care, good luck, bla bla bla. but how many of them really mean it??? nobody can answer that. the only person who can answer is u urself. whenever u wish someone, think again. do u really mean it? if you do, then it's fine. if you don't, time to change. dun say something just for the sake of saying. when you wish a person, make sure it comes from your heart. then it's meaningful. or it's just useless. even rubbish can be recycled but wishes without meaning is really useless. Remember, speak from your heart when u r wishing or asking. and one more thing, when you are asking for a favour, ask properly. dun treat your helper as your slave. remember this.

And bout men-women relationship. how many of you want to bring your relationship to the next level. marriage???? well lets see what Chris Rock says about marriage.....

Nelson Mandela gor divorced. Nelson Mandela spent 27 years in South African prison. Nelson Mandela was forced to do hard labour work under the hot African sun everyday for 27 years. He did it with no f**king problem. He came out from the prison, got married and after 6 months he went, "I can't take this shit no more!"

hahaz. just to make everyone smile....