phew, one week almost past. one of the busiest week. infact the busiest during this vacation. actually, i'm preparing to fly to Palembang for red cross gathering. this is just one of the priviledges one can get in red cross. i guess i'm lucky. since i'm taking off next tues, some last minute shopping is happening. infact i haven started shopping yet. haha. just one week there but i need more stuffs.
i came to know some school kids. they r following us to Palembang as well. nowadays i'm meeting a lot of school kids. haha. there are 5 of them and they are 15 years old. the ones i met in Sitiawan a month ago are somewhere that age too. on seeing them, i miss my school days. waking up early in the morning. getting ready to go to school with mum doing breakfast. really miss it. now, who's cooking breakfast for me? no one. have to buy or skip. sigh......
oh ya, strange things happen in red cross too. i din attend any of the common orientation meeting, but i was chose as the logs head for that event. have to do it again. ganja. i'll be totally free only after that. ganja. maybe they chose me coz i was not there and no one wanted that post. i want to pass but there's no one to take over. lets do it for one last time. strange......
world cup is just getting more n more exciting. this quarter-finals matches are the best ever i've seen. its gonna be good. cannot miss even one of them. haha. go brazil. i predict its brazil vs england and argentina vs italy semis. and final would be brazil vs argentina. that will be very very cool. haha. other teams supporters, dun get angry. its just my opinion. brazil is lifting the cup. haha........
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
expo.... oh, expo!!
time for blogging again. this time bout my job at the singapore expo. CommunicAsia and BroadcastAsia took place at expo from 20th to 23rd of this month. well, seeing the ad in the papers, dan n i joined as the usherer/crowd controller. its a simple but boring job. very boring till we had no idea what to do. long hours working with least pay. worst deal in town but the timing was perfect. just before dan going to genting and me preparing to fly to palembang, meeting parameswara. we had fun working there.
i have no idea how many CEOs, Presidents etc. (big shots all over the world) have passed me. i was taking care at the conference 'back gate' while Dan was in-charge at the registration entry. he was having fun with all the cisco police while i was left alone at the back. pity me. anyway, i met some frens. the waiter and waitress who never tired serving me food and coffee. haha. they were so kind.
i have an advice. unless you r too deperate to kill time and save some money, please don't do this job. we were helping an outsource company. so we din give a damn bout the organizer. our supervisors had a hard time with the organizers. they lost their temper as the organizers kept changing mind and rushing us at the last minute. they think we can read minds. need to charge them for that as well. haha. ganja. anyways, dan n i were safe. in fact, we r so called the most punctual 'part timers'.
and now, i'm free. dan is getting ready to genting while i'm catching back the second round matches of the world cup as i missed most of the games in the group stages. waiting for argen vs mexico match. winner will fac awaiting host, germany. germany have impressed with their new style of attacking game. can't wait to watch arg vs ger. ganja good match. but before that, arg need to beat tricky mexicans. haha........ anyway, brazil is lifting the cup once again!
i have no idea how many CEOs, Presidents etc. (big shots all over the world) have passed me. i was taking care at the conference 'back gate' while Dan was in-charge at the registration entry. he was having fun with all the cisco police while i was left alone at the back. pity me. anyway, i met some frens. the waiter and waitress who never tired serving me food and coffee. haha. they were so kind.
i have an advice. unless you r too deperate to kill time and save some money, please don't do this job. we were helping an outsource company. so we din give a damn bout the organizer. our supervisors had a hard time with the organizers. they lost their temper as the organizers kept changing mind and rushing us at the last minute. they think we can read minds. need to charge them for that as well. haha. ganja. anyways, dan n i were safe. in fact, we r so called the most punctual 'part timers'.
and now, i'm free. dan is getting ready to genting while i'm catching back the second round matches of the world cup as i missed most of the games in the group stages. waiting for argen vs mexico match. winner will fac awaiting host, germany. germany have impressed with their new style of attacking game. can't wait to watch arg vs ger. ganja good match. but before that, arg need to beat tricky mexicans. haha........ anyway, brazil is lifting the cup once again!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
JB......
well, last sat 5 of us had lunch together. (ron, pinggee, maysan, sapien n i) over the meal, we were planning bout how to spend the day. at last we decided to go jb. wow. it just came like that and we ended up in jb.
In jb, we met dan. dan skipped church coz of us. sorry, bro. we went to arcade first where we can shoot some bad guys. after wasting some money there, we went for a movie. i was suggesting tipah tertipu but the rest wanted black night. i have a bad experience watching horror movies with friends. i alwiz end up laughing the whole movie. but for this movie, i really hoped it would keep my hands on my face and me under my seat. it did actually but not to me. haha. if u know what i mean....
before watching the movie, we had dinner together. after so long...... dan n i were cracking some jokes as usual. well, after that, it was movie time. i was a bit spooked up coz i have to stay in the yacht alone that night. however, i really wanted some real horror movies. unfortunately, dan n i sat side by side. me at the far corner. even before the movie started (during the ad time) we were already laughing. haha.
the movie started. actually the movie comprises of three different stories. the first story was nice. a bit scary but i was laughing as well. the second story was a rubbish. i wonder what is 'hyu'. if u guys want to watch this movie, find for me what's 'hyu'. dan said it's a rat. i said it's a cocodile. but at the end it looks like an octopus. no idea. haha. third story, i really wanted the movie to finish fast. sigh....... this movie will add to my horror 'comedy' movies. haiyo........ shud have watched tipah tertipu. no one wants to listen to me......
anyways, it was a good outing. after some bad times, really had a break. oh, ya! by the way, the parents of the girl i mentioned in my previous blog, have decided that their daughter is getting married. screwed up mentality. nothing much can be done......
In jb, we met dan. dan skipped church coz of us. sorry, bro. we went to arcade first where we can shoot some bad guys. after wasting some money there, we went for a movie. i was suggesting tipah tertipu but the rest wanted black night. i have a bad experience watching horror movies with friends. i alwiz end up laughing the whole movie. but for this movie, i really hoped it would keep my hands on my face and me under my seat. it did actually but not to me. haha. if u know what i mean....
before watching the movie, we had dinner together. after so long...... dan n i were cracking some jokes as usual. well, after that, it was movie time. i was a bit spooked up coz i have to stay in the yacht alone that night. however, i really wanted some real horror movies. unfortunately, dan n i sat side by side. me at the far corner. even before the movie started (during the ad time) we were already laughing. haha.
the movie started. actually the movie comprises of three different stories. the first story was nice. a bit scary but i was laughing as well. the second story was a rubbish. i wonder what is 'hyu'. if u guys want to watch this movie, find for me what's 'hyu'. dan said it's a rat. i said it's a cocodile. but at the end it looks like an octopus. no idea. haha. third story, i really wanted the movie to finish fast. sigh....... this movie will add to my horror 'comedy' movies. haiyo........ shud have watched tipah tertipu. no one wants to listen to me......
anyways, it was a good outing. after some bad times, really had a break. oh, ya! by the way, the parents of the girl i mentioned in my previous blog, have decided that their daughter is getting married. screwed up mentality. nothing much can be done......
Thursday, May 25, 2006
mentality screwed up!!!!
humans are given the priviledge to rule this world. the advantage of human to be superior than other living things is the ability to think. yet for some, their thinking are all messed up!
i have a fren. a childhood fren. she is not that smart but very hardworking. unfortunately, she has to go from the first level. from certificate, diploma and then degree. she wants to finish her degree and i have confidence she can do it. she has the determination to study and she got offerred a place in one of the polytechnics to enroll in 2 years diploma. international business is a good course. however, her parents want her to get married! to get MARRIED! what the hell?? whats wrong with these people. i thot nowadays, parents want their children to get educated as high as possible and these parents want their children to get married to a lowly paid worker at 22. come on. and just because she doesnt want to nod for everything her parents say, they start to curse her. y r those people's mentality screwed up. i really dun unerstand.
now, she is in dilemma. she's alwiz like, "hola, what is i go do?" i really pity her but my dad told me not to go and fight with her parents. after all, we all have been neighbours (a good one) for so many years. hope everything will go well for her........
i have a fren. a childhood fren. she is not that smart but very hardworking. unfortunately, she has to go from the first level. from certificate, diploma and then degree. she wants to finish her degree and i have confidence she can do it. she has the determination to study and she got offerred a place in one of the polytechnics to enroll in 2 years diploma. international business is a good course. however, her parents want her to get married! to get MARRIED! what the hell?? whats wrong with these people. i thot nowadays, parents want their children to get educated as high as possible and these parents want their children to get married to a lowly paid worker at 22. come on. and just because she doesnt want to nod for everything her parents say, they start to curse her. y r those people's mentality screwed up. i really dun unerstand.
now, she is in dilemma. she's alwiz like, "hola, what is i go do?" i really pity her but my dad told me not to go and fight with her parents. after all, we all have been neighbours (a good one) for so many years. hope everything will go well for her........
Monday, May 22, 2006
make love not war......
this statement is what dan once told me. at that time, i felt it was a joke but now i realize that the statement carries a lot of meanings in it!
for all i've blogged bout my frens, i got a long awaited reply. a long explanation from a true fren. a fren who never gives up on anyone, not like me. well, she explained to me the story from the other side. now i realize what they r thinking. i admit, i have blogged bout lots of things without even thinking of th respective party's feelings. what i was thinking at that time was if my feelings were not taken into account, y must i care bout others' feelings. din care, really. now i realize what i've done is wrong. i din intend to hurt anyone but i guess i did hurt a lot of people. maybe the way i took is wrong but the messages i wanted to spread is true. messages were sent to respective people but they went not in an appropiate way.
and now, i have a positive answer from my frens. they are changing. changing to better persons. changing to be respectful in the society. good for them. but sad for me, i've been the bad guy for them. i dun mind, as long as they have turned into well considerate people. now i feel that their eyes were opened. now they know how to face people. very good. for me, i'm not that important. as long as i show up whenever i'm needed, thats fine. i no longer have any feelings now.
i'll somehow start a new life when i reach singapore. i dunno how am i gonna be 'welcomed' there by my frens but i'll start to be more diplomatic. well, war isnt the best way to solve anything. only pain is felt. so now the world is there to love n to be loved. fill up the world with love n joy. perhaps it would be a better place to stay......
for all i've blogged bout my frens, i got a long awaited reply. a long explanation from a true fren. a fren who never gives up on anyone, not like me. well, she explained to me the story from the other side. now i realize what they r thinking. i admit, i have blogged bout lots of things without even thinking of th respective party's feelings. what i was thinking at that time was if my feelings were not taken into account, y must i care bout others' feelings. din care, really. now i realize what i've done is wrong. i din intend to hurt anyone but i guess i did hurt a lot of people. maybe the way i took is wrong but the messages i wanted to spread is true. messages were sent to respective people but they went not in an appropiate way.
and now, i have a positive answer from my frens. they are changing. changing to better persons. changing to be respectful in the society. good for them. but sad for me, i've been the bad guy for them. i dun mind, as long as they have turned into well considerate people. now i feel that their eyes were opened. now they know how to face people. very good. for me, i'm not that important. as long as i show up whenever i'm needed, thats fine. i no longer have any feelings now.
i'll somehow start a new life when i reach singapore. i dunno how am i gonna be 'welcomed' there by my frens but i'll start to be more diplomatic. well, war isnt the best way to solve anything. only pain is felt. so now the world is there to love n to be loved. fill up the world with love n joy. perhaps it would be a better place to stay......
Sunday, May 14, 2006
cooooool vacation!!
came back from sitiawan last saturday. had a great time there. went for a temple's celebration. i was one of the persons who helped up the celebration. feeling proud of it. during this celebration, i was incharge of first aid. so, i took care of 5 first aiders in the morning and three of them in the evening. nothing bad happened. basically, we had maximum fun together.
teck hooi (VP of PBSM Methodisyt ACS Sitiawan), chin siang, yuki, chun meng and chien woon. these r the pep i spent the most of the time with on the day. even though they r still in secondary school, it was really fun to be with them. we cracked some jokes along the way. as a whole, i enjoyed myself to the max in sitiawan.
well, it takes around 5.5 to 6.5 hours to reach sitiawan form parit buntar including the waiting hours. have to take three buses. man, it was hard from me before i could reach sitiawan. first time going there alone and took a new route, i finally reached sitiawan. firstly, the public transport network in Perak should be improved. but nvm. i had fun.
after coming back on sat, i went out to meet Darsh, my childhood fren, at might. we had good time together at a mamak stall. talked for quite sometime. she had to leave to kl early in the morning the next day. but she spent time with me till 11pm on sat night. i really appreciate it. in fact we would have spent more time together only if my dad in not in the town. haha. well, my dad doesn allow me to go out till late. not her dad though. haha. weird.
i'm now having the best time in my life this year. hope the year will end just like this........
teck hooi (VP of PBSM Methodisyt ACS Sitiawan), chin siang, yuki, chun meng and chien woon. these r the pep i spent the most of the time with on the day. even though they r still in secondary school, it was really fun to be with them. we cracked some jokes along the way. as a whole, i enjoyed myself to the max in sitiawan.
well, it takes around 5.5 to 6.5 hours to reach sitiawan form parit buntar including the waiting hours. have to take three buses. man, it was hard from me before i could reach sitiawan. first time going there alone and took a new route, i finally reached sitiawan. firstly, the public transport network in Perak should be improved. but nvm. i had fun.
after coming back on sat, i went out to meet Darsh, my childhood fren, at might. we had good time together at a mamak stall. talked for quite sometime. she had to leave to kl early in the morning the next day. but she spent time with me till 11pm on sat night. i really appreciate it. in fact we would have spent more time together only if my dad in not in the town. haha. well, my dad doesn allow me to go out till late. not her dad though. haha. weird.
i'm now having the best time in my life this year. hope the year will end just like this........
Monday, May 08, 2006
home sweet home......
haha, at last i'm back home. having a great time. just came back from my grandpa's prayers. a lot of laughters n joy back at my grandparent's home. too fun. everyone came back and gathered and we were having fun to the max. wonder when is our next chillout time........
well, one thing happened the day before i came back. i was supposed to come back on the 4th. and it was my fren's birthday. boon and dan persuaded me to stay back to celebrate pinggee's b'day. i had my own reasons to go back early. however, since its once in a year event for pinggee, i stayed back. we were supposed to go for dinner together and celebrate her b'day. however, at about 6 something, we realized that her b'day already celebrated. we were not invited at all. not even a message or a buzz. we were pissed to the max.
i told them, i have had enough. no more compromising. i have had enough. actually more than enough. that was not only the event which proved we were insignificant but that seemed to be the last i could take. last. i've given up on all my frens. thats it. thats it! it's not pinggee's fault coz it was her birthday. so she remains the only one i'll even joke with. not evne a single soul. if one of my 'frens' read this, well this is how i feel now. i have given up on all of u. i'm now in a new track of my life. i'm going on with my life. without most of the pep i called frens.
dan will forgive them. boon will too. because they are so kind. i dun wanna be kind to these pep anymore. those who know me will realize that how patient i used to be and for me to lose my temper, something truly bad should have happen. trust me. it was really bad. as i said, dan n boon will forgive them. infact they already did, i think. i will not. i've given up. how am i suppose to forgive to the same mistakes done by same people??? forgiveness is only given to pep who have done mistakes unintendedly and promised not to repeat the mistakes. rite? so how am i suppose to forgive them. i've tried my very best and i've given up now. totally given up.
i'll start my third year with some new things and changes.........
well, one thing happened the day before i came back. i was supposed to come back on the 4th. and it was my fren's birthday. boon and dan persuaded me to stay back to celebrate pinggee's b'day. i had my own reasons to go back early. however, since its once in a year event for pinggee, i stayed back. we were supposed to go for dinner together and celebrate her b'day. however, at about 6 something, we realized that her b'day already celebrated. we were not invited at all. not even a message or a buzz. we were pissed to the max.
i told them, i have had enough. no more compromising. i have had enough. actually more than enough. that was not only the event which proved we were insignificant but that seemed to be the last i could take. last. i've given up on all my frens. thats it. thats it! it's not pinggee's fault coz it was her birthday. so she remains the only one i'll even joke with. not evne a single soul. if one of my 'frens' read this, well this is how i feel now. i have given up on all of u. i'm now in a new track of my life. i'm going on with my life. without most of the pep i called frens.
dan will forgive them. boon will too. because they are so kind. i dun wanna be kind to these pep anymore. those who know me will realize that how patient i used to be and for me to lose my temper, something truly bad should have happen. trust me. it was really bad. as i said, dan n boon will forgive them. infact they already did, i think. i will not. i've given up. how am i suppose to forgive to the same mistakes done by same people??? forgiveness is only given to pep who have done mistakes unintendedly and promised not to repeat the mistakes. rite? so how am i suppose to forgive them. i've tried my very best and i've given up now. totally given up.
i'll start my third year with some new things and changes.........
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